Wednesday, February 28, 2024

the message of the silence

Peter was scheduled for court yesterday. I have not heard from him nor anyone  else since. I have emailed the group home, my jail contact, and the Avita contact with no response from any of them. I find it all concerning. 

I will confess that I am getting close to wanting to just go and get Peter released to me and try to figure it out from there. I don't know if this is Mom instinct or God. Although I continue to believe that he would really benefit from an agency or a group of people helping to guide him, the truth is those just don't seem to be available. Most of the people I meet with at the NAMI support group, are taking care of their own in some capacity. It causes me to wonder what I am supposed to do. I don't feel like I have the resources but I have seen God provide before. Peter is not a criminal who needs to be in jail. He's currently stable and remains there at this point because there seems to be nowhere else for him to go. 

I am not asking for anyone's opinion, So you don't need to write and tell me. I am asking that you will pray that God will make it clear to me what I'm to do next. I need to know if I'm to keep waiting on the system or if i'm to step in. Honestly at this point i'm not sure what I am to do. 

Thank you

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