Tuesday Talk - Peter

 I am grateful that:

Peter takes his meds on his own.

Peter says the meds help keep him from crying all the time.

Peter's meds keep the voices and paranoia away.

Peter is committed to his job at Papa Johns.

Peter is pleasant to be around.

Peter has his sense of humor.

Peter and I have the best relationship we have had.

Peter can accept some of my suggestions.

Peter does not easily get angered or irritated.

Peter went with Mom and I on a road trip last weekend and it was enjoyable.

Peter makes efforts to get out of his room and be around people. 

Peter enjoys the porch swing

Peter spends much of his time listening to music, a fair portion of it Christian music (by choice.)

Peter is always grateful for rides, food, help etc.

Peter is choosing not to drive (which gives me much relief.)

Peter has plans.

I am sad, fearful and concerned that:

Peter is isolated (some by his choices some by others choices.)

Peter's plans and ideas aren't always grounded in reality.

Peter has refused therapy or counseling.

Peter's struggle with room and personal hygiene has decreased following diagnoses last year.

Peter spends A LOT of time looking in the mirror.

Peter is not progressing towards independent living.

Peter needs an advocate and case worker to keep doctor appointments and get meds. It's currently me.

Peter has and continues to experience a lot of rejection.  People don't reach out even when given opportunity.

Currently I serve as Peter's driver, landlord, advocate, case manager, counselor and best friend.  I  feel like I am not doing it well and would like for him to have a broader base of support.  And I don't know how to go about it.

Thank you for praying as so lead.